Back and forth we go. Unable to even convey what we really mean and what we really want. Emotions get in the way. They shoot at us with acidic passion that seeps into our rationality, degrading our patience and understanding. But emotions don’t come out of nowhere. Someone has to inject you with them in some way. They might not even mean to do it, but one way or the other, they poisoned you. And your brain was never the same after that. And it’s all you can think about. When you finally get the chance to talk, you choke on ridiculousness and spew out hatred. And oh, the irony. Because all you really wanted was love. 

courtesyofcoleman:

As I sit across from you,

silently watching,

wondering…

If somehow this glare, could burn a hole through your head.

If my line of vision could heat your brain bright red.

Until finally your skull couldn’t take the pressure anymore

and exploded all over the floor.

My mother would stare in shock.

and I would try to silence the giggles in my head.

Oh, if only looks could kill!

Well, you’d already be dead.

… From inside the mind of the evil ginger…
This is proof. They are little devils! 

I don’t know if I can take losing another close friend…

People can be so shitty sometimes.

I wish you could have seen me balling my eyes out in the drive-thru of McDonalds.

Maybe then you would feel an ounce of regret for once.

I deserve more.