"I don’t think people love me. They love versions of me I have spun for them, versions of me they have construed in their minds. The easy versions of me, the easy parts of me to love."
— (via fawun)

(Source: wordsthat-speak, via cloudblown)

It’s amazing how many emotions you go through in a single day.

In the morning, I felt so very exhausted. I felt hope until I opened my phone. I felt confusion and hurt when I didn’t see what I wanted. I felt stress about the looming day ahead of me. I felt guilt. I felt hunger. I felt pressure to perform. I felt rushed to get to class. I felt excited about budding new friendships. I felt grateful to be at such a wonderful school. I felt promise in my own future. I felt frustration for my continuing health issues being a nuisance in every day life. I felt disappointed. I felt stupid. I felt like I wasn’t worth any effort. I felt overly sensitive and self critical. I felt angry. I felt too angry. I felt angry at myself for being so angry. I felt anxiety to hide my emotions. I felt awkward. I felt happy. I felt overwhelmed. I felt young and small. I felt beautiful and cool. I felt talented. I felt good for helping people. I felt bad for upsetting people. I felt terrible sadness and exhaustion. I felt relief. I felt regret. I felt confused. I fell asleep.

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Anonymous: what career or future in general are you pursuing? and if you don't mind me asking, do you want kids eventually?

Aw thanks for the question, I never get messages on here anymore. I am not entirely sure where I’m headed. I just started my two year program at ASU to get a bachelors in communication and I am thinking of a minor in Public Relations. I’m also considering graphic design as a minor but I don’t know yet. I would love to get into advertising or PR. I also am hoping to continue making art and creating as a way to make money but not as a main income source. I plan to use the field I am going into as a way to learn to market myself and my amazingly talented boyfriend. (Check out his photography!) And if I am already this deep I might as well share my dream of writing a children’s book and having it published. These are things I’m currently working on. I absolutely adore children, I love working with them at my current job. So yes, I do want kids. I’m sorry if I went into way too much detail, the future is something that has been on my mind a lot lately and I appreciate the curiosity!

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The Wave, Coyote Buttes North, Paria Canyon-Vermillion Cliffs Wilderness, Arizona

I didn’t fall in love with you.

I walked into love with you, with my eyes wide open, choosing to take every step along the way.

I do believe in fate and destiny, but I also believe we are only fated to do the things that we’d choose anyway.

And I’d choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I’d find you and I’d choose you.

— The Chaos Of Stars (via ranjhana)

(Source: horanywithharry, via radical-kat)


Pablo Picasso, Nude, 1931

Untitled, Woven Portico, 2012
Nicolas Feldmeyer

untitled by Faber Franco on Flickr.
"You see, there are still faint glimmers of civilization left in this barbaric slaughterhouse that was once known as humanity. Indeed that’s what we provide in our own modest, humble, insignificant… oh, fuck it."
— Grand Budapest Hotel - M.Gustave

(Source: hiispanicatthedisco)

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My artRave look
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